Focus. Dedicated. Committed. Lost in My Thoughts.
The devil tries his best to get to me using my frustration and anger . Does he not know that the god in me is too strong to gravitate to his madness ? 
The world we live in today tries it's best to deceive me . Does it not know that my knowledge of self is too powerful to believe its lies ? 
Sometimes I get so frustrated and angry that my brain feels hot , my head tightens up , an I feel like something has taking over my body . This is my downfall . Genuinely I am a happy person . I am kind . I am loving . Anyone who knows me personally can point out one of my most distinctive features . My smile . The smile is me , the laugh is me . I am happiness ! It's mind boggling that I can go from being this incredibly happy person to being immensely angry to where I want to destroy anything In my way . Is this not the devil ? He can see in me greatness an he hates greatness that can be used against him so he uses my anger to bring me down . He does not know god is on my side . Once god makes a plan it must be fulfilled . God (Jehovah , Allah or whatever your religion may call him) has a glorious plan for me . How do I know this ? Well take a look at my life and tell me if you don't see the acts of god . God gives me the strength to be happy and smile when he knows deep down inside I want to be destructive . When I say I want to be destructive I want to destroy something , anything ! If I want to destroy why is it that I don't ? Ask yourself this , if you want to take a vacation do you not do anything you can to do so ? You save money , make reservations , book flights etc . When I want to be destructive I pick arguments , curse people out , an hang with friends I know are destructive . When I feel the need to do those things god jumps in . He who is god may have my brother call me who is an Jehovah's Witness or put my interest in a book which leads me to seek guidance from a brother from the mosque . God is working with me from every angle giving me knowledge , giving me power , and giving me strength not to be manipulated by the wicked one . I tell myself everyday , I refuse to go through the pain I did in vein . I refuse not to touch lives . In reality I want to touch lives of others more than I want to be destructive to myself . I want to build people up more than I want to bring people down . Lastly I want to love people more than I want to hate people . I refuse to let this society take me under .


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06/24/2015 2:52am

So I say, walk by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the flesh. For the flesh desires what is contrary to the Spirit, and the Spirit what is contrary to the flesh. They are in conflict with each other, so that you are not to do whatever[c] you want. But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under the law.
The acts of the flesh are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God. But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law.Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit.


The Kingdom of God shall reign. As a Christian, I want to live in everyday of my life to glorify God. I always pray for those that I need to sacrifice: my dreams, achievement and goals for Christ. I can do nothing without Jesus. I always choose what is His will for me. I always go with God's direction. God is in control of everything. This blog, hit me so hard. I'm blessed to find this article. Everyone is afraid to die. They are afraid to experience pain in their lives. I am ready to experience these kind of trials in my life. I know God is always with me.


There's only one way to resolve a sudden struggle in life. It's just by talking to God. Probably the simplest way to do, but everyone just seems to ignore this. I do this every time I'm feeling hopeless and down in life. Like when everything just don't make sense to me anymore and I'm on the edge of losing myself. At the end of all my rants to Him, I would always feel blessed and relieved from all of the stress and tension in this world. Like He just hugged me and suddenly, all of the negativity in me is already gone. That's the power of God's love and that's how I always easily find my way back to pleasantness and peace. My only way back to Him. I hope I can inspire and encourage someone to do the same way in this personal experience of mine.

04/06/2017 9:55pm

It's good to know that you have strong faith with God. It's normal to get frustrated sometimes because this kind of world that has a full of negativity you normally get confused. Your story is so interesting. So many unexpected things happen to you. But you still manage to have faith in God despite of all that negativity that you encounter. Just keep fighting in what you want. I know that God is always beside you.

09/26/2015 1:26am

From what I have read in Evil in Modern Thought: An Alternative History of Philosophy by Susan Neiman, "Evil threatens human reason, for it challenges our hope. Evil poses a problem about the world's intelligibility." Analyzing this passage, as well as what this article conveys, it is evident that evil does not bring good results. The best that we can do then is to flourish all the goodness and nourish our world with kindness, fairness, good ethics and humaneness. This effective approach will surely bring hope and optimism to humanity.

01/16/2016 4:54pm

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